I'm like a Fool for u..
Didn't do really much on friday (6Aug2010). Dun feel like staying at hm so when xinyan hs to stay and mj. Can't really slp well. I know there is smthing she keep dun wan say out to me. I know but i nv ask. I had to find out myself everytime. She keep bluffing me and i still believe & trust her until i must find out myself.. But all her excuses!! i not a fool as u think. Guess what i keep waiting her msg.. like pass her the thing i wan to gif her. But slient. She dun bother. National day! she finally msg where i'm gng. I told her and than her msg is like 1 or 2 words wtf nvm.. Den ken say: she msg u like tat why u reply so fast. U like waiting for her msg like tat just wait longer LOL. Haix Its been 1 mth plus le and i dunno wat to do. I'm so Useless!! Just wait for her to msg me ba. she said something i will never forget: It's better not to tok to me.. ARGH!
Tired, very Tired, need a Rest...
Sick of love, Tired of love.. A knife just snap inside my heart feel very pain.. Nw just trying to get a proper job and going to forward my studies. If can, i hope i can disappear. Someone just dun wan me & fking forget all about me already. Wat can i do, dream? NOTHING! Everyday or even almost every hour was looking at fb look at her update & even her status.. Our so call 8th year Anni (6 aug 2010 This friday) earlier i brought 2 wine cup, floor maps, wine, &....... Useless, Useless.. Will update again on friday see wat fking doing at hm, or wif my friends..
Next week left 3week to my attachment..
Why i must gif my thing to ur mother. We had already make promise to each other to go together so i buy it. Seen we are not together already but i still won't gif or sell to u my ticket. Either u go wif me or i just keep my ticket myself. U said u wan gif ur mother something but pls not my thing. AND WHY I'M I ALWAYS THE ONE LOOKING FOR U. WHEN U ARE NOW ANGRY WIF ME WHEN I TOLD U THIS.
1st week of the last mth of my attachment end..
Started to miss u again so do you? when to take MC at polyclinic suppose to meet her but she had meet her mother.. So i guess nw i'll stay hm the whole day today.. just kind of bored, so intend to watch twnlight at funshion alone so sick everyone already watch accept me...
